It always rained on the TV when there was a funeral. But not in real life, not on that day, the first day of the darkest days of his life.
The sun shone bright as diamonds forcing the handful of grownups present to don their sunglasses and search for shade in the stark dust ridden cemetery. It burned down on his head, mocking him with fake happiness.
Six-year-old Toby Mikkleson stood alone beside the large hole which cradled the wooden box inside which his mother lay. Summer gusts sprinkled red sand on his well-worn trainers and blew even more up his nose. Tears ran streaks down his chubby little cheeks and his belly ached with loneliness.
Behind him stood the lady who had brought him from the children’s home. She was tall and cold. Cold like Mamma’s hand when he’d held it that night. He remembered her eyes as their light faded taking any hope of a good life with it.